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Saturday, July 01, 2006

Life is full of ups & downs...

Just a week i felt like i was the most loved person in the world and this weekend i'm feeling down and out. It's upsetting that things often don't go the way we want it to be. Often, the more effort we put in to something, the more we expect out of it, only to be hurt by the outcome. I'm sick and tired of trying and facing disappointments and hurts all the time. Sometimes i just can't wish to be up in Heaven, becos i am assured that its all about happiness there...

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey June,

Guess what? I suddenly feel inspired to write to you. But I don't have your email, so I'm resorting to writing you on your Comments in your Blog.

I think I'm one of the two you mentioned in your previous email, whom you said was a hypocrite. Actually I'm not very sure why, because I'm not really very sure what I did that was hypocritically. But whatever it is, I want to apologize.

I was looking through my old blogs one day, and I suddenly saw the comment you left on my blog sometime ago. And I just thought, it's really ridiculous for us to well, for lack of a better word, not be friends, just because of, erh, whatever.

At the end of the day, I think life's just too short and too precious. It's already a horrible world that we live in; terrorist attacks, natural disasters, murders and killing sprees and what not. So if I can, I just want to do my little part at well, making the lives of the people around me, better and happier.

So, at the risk of appearing stupid or being ignored by you and embarrassing myself, I think I want to be just apologise and make things right again.

It'll be nice if we can be, well, friends again. But if not, well, I bear nothing towards you, and will always wish you the best in everything.

Regards, Olivia

5:10 pm  
Blogger JuneJanelle said...

Thanks Olivia! I've always regarded you as my friend and i still do. Keep in touch :)

8:36 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Babe!
Sitting in a street cafe in Berlin near the house of my relatives I stay with. Got bf and notebook with me. We're applying for jobs for him here in Germany. Tough, very tough.

Thought I'd pop by your site to check on how you are doing. Sorry to see you had a bad day lately. Hope you recovered from it!?

We're having a wonderful time in Germany though the past week has been almost only job applications and informing ourselves about work permit requirements for Mogs. It helps that we're doing this together. But it makes us both a bit scared. Living in Germany is so expensive. In order to sustain a slightly higher standard of living here in Germany, Mogan is asking for $11,000 as monthly fee. Because at his level he has to count with 40% taxes! (that's 10 times of what I paid in S'pore).

Let's see if anyone is willing to pay that for a non-German speaking fellow. 1 piece of good news is that foreigners can apply for work permits independently from their employment, i.e. usually unlimited.


Today was the last time I saw my parents for at least half a year. I've spent quite a bit of time with them since coming to Berlin. They just bought an appartment which they are renovating thouroughly. So my advise was wanted. Went to lots of bathroom & kitchen shops. Tiring but fairly fruitful.

I probably will not study in Berlin unless Mogie gets a job here. Situation of the unis is pretty bad here. Too many students are admited to the courses - more than can be admitted to the seminars required for certificats. The result is of that students having to wait to finish their certificates and get delayed by semesters!

It's better to go to smaller unis & towns in that respect. Tehy don't have so many applicants and generally lower numbers of admission.

Anyhoo, sweety, gotta go now. Hope to hear from you soon. Do reply to my yahoo!mail, k?

big *muax*

12:00 am  

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