I'm tired ....

...of the routines in life
...of facing the disappointments in people and circumstances
... of being busy till i don't have time for leisure or for friends/family

Just feel that time is never enough. Yes! i really enjoy my work but seems like after work, i'm just so tired. Maybe because of the location and work hours i put in, its just not ideal to go anywhere after work. Thus its always work and home on weekdays. I'm just frustrated the weekends are so short. With service and cg, i just have no time for bf, family, friends and myself! Not to mention wanting to join church ministry or bible study classes.

Often, we end up doing things to please others, but I just wish to be able to enjoy the simple things in life because i really want to and not because i need to please anyone....eg. having a nice long meal with my entire family...taking a walk with my bf...or sinmply going for a therapeutic massage or pedicure or shopping...

I pray that i can be able to plan my time better, be able to have the energy to do all the things i want to do yet not keep feeling tired....