Life is about managing expectations
So stupid...here i am at 230am, eating a pack of plain biscuits (the food rationing type) when i am not even hungry! haha ...
I went to rebond my hair today ...finally, after wanting to do so for a long time, i finally made time for it. Was at the salon for about 5 hours....ended up skipping lunch and also 2 doses of my medicine....hp batt went totally dead, leaving me feeling super handicapped...was super late for cg also...seems like everything that can go wrong, went wrong!
Beyond all that, what really upset me today was that i was upset with someone who couldn't actually couldn't meet me but ended up meeting someone else. Well ...after thinking through, i concluded, life is about managing expectations. If i really didn't expect that person to meet me, maybe i wouldn't be so upset afterall .... so anyway all is cleared when i came home at midnite and had a talk with this person until now .... so its time for another dose of medicine, which is why i have to eat that pack of biscuits....hahaha
I realised i can be a very uptight person and i tend to demand a lot from the people who care for me. I am not easily contented or satisfied .... I guess i always give off my all for the people i care for and thus i demand the same kind of level of commitment from them regardless of the form they are in. I guess i just have to learn to accept it that no one is perfect, and that everyone has their down time too. Above all, i need to manage my expectations on people, i shouldn't expect the world from them ....I pray that i will have the capacity to have a bigger heart for people .... to be a BIG - HEARTED person!
By the way, 雨过天晴 - I have made up with that person :)
I went to rebond my hair today ...finally, after wanting to do so for a long time, i finally made time for it. Was at the salon for about 5 hours....ended up skipping lunch and also 2 doses of my medicine....hp batt went totally dead, leaving me feeling super handicapped...was super late for cg also...seems like everything that can go wrong, went wrong!
Beyond all that, what really upset me today was that i was upset with someone who couldn't actually couldn't meet me but ended up meeting someone else. Well ...after thinking through, i concluded, life is about managing expectations. If i really didn't expect that person to meet me, maybe i wouldn't be so upset afterall .... so anyway all is cleared when i came home at midnite and had a talk with this person until now .... so its time for another dose of medicine, which is why i have to eat that pack of biscuits....hahaha
I realised i can be a very uptight person and i tend to demand a lot from the people who care for me. I am not easily contented or satisfied .... I guess i always give off my all for the people i care for and thus i demand the same kind of level of commitment from them regardless of the form they are in. I guess i just have to learn to accept it that no one is perfect, and that everyone has their down time too. Above all, i need to manage my expectations on people, i shouldn't expect the world from them ....I pray that i will have the capacity to have a bigger heart for people .... to be a BIG - HEARTED person!
By the way, 雨过天晴 - I have made up with that person :)
posted by JuneJanelle | 2:27 am
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