The Real Ones Who Care

As I am writing this, i am feeling really drowsy, gorgy and having migraine. Also coughing badly nonstop. I cannot remember when was the last time i felt so sick. But really, only when you are down and out, then you start realising who are those that really care.

I'm really touched when my sis, Sheena offered to buy me dinner instead and skipping the prayer meeting tonite she intended to go. OF course, i felt her date with God is more important, so i told her to go ahead. But really, i'm glad to see she has grown up and cares for me as her sister.

Also my dad, who came back specially in the afternoon to bring me lunch and was supposed to come back specially in the evening to fetch me to church until i told him i am too sick to go.

And Winnie, one my of good friends, who was always there to listen to my complaints and woes....she called me and was concerned. I'm so sorry i couldn't lend a listening ear to your problems and that you had to listen to me everytime even when you are down. Thank God for a friend like you in my life!

On one hand, i am feeling so blessed to have friends and family members who care, on the other i also feel the guilt about not going church for my designated service again. This means i missed singing in the choir again! Why do i have to fall sick?!?

Anyway, thank God for people in my life who care. But i guess, i still have to be independent, i still have to learn to take care of myself. i can't always be a baby ...becos not everyone has time for me all the time when i need them...i am going to try and cook some porridge ... wish me luck!